Day 141 & 142 Goodbye Asia and Hello Australia

So on Monday I caught my flight back to Bali, leaving the beautiful Labuan Bajo behind! I wasn’t overly excited to go to Bali. Firstly because I just don’t love the places that I had been to on mainland Bali. Secondly because this signifies the end of my time in Asia.

I decided to head to Uluwatu as I hadn’t yet been there and had heard it was beautiful. I arrive and must admit the hostel was nice and social. Three of us decided to head to Single Fins beach bar to watch the sunset and it did not disappoint!

The next day was my final day in Asia, I spent the whole day on the beach in the sunshine enjoying the relaxed vibe you find in Asia.

My flight to Sydney was at 10pm. Devastated was not even the word. I have loved my time in Asia more then I ever thought possible. Asia has shown me that the world is magical and people are kind. I have learnt that I am a stronger person mentally and physically then I thought. I have loved the chaos, the disorganisation, the fact that stuff just happens at some point. The fact that things are perfectly imperfect.

It’s not that I hate the idea of Australia but this just feels like a whole new chapter. It is the furthest away from home. I picture it being more refined. Everything being a bit more organised. I also am very aware that funds have run low and that I need to find work as soon as possible. This is obviously not an exciting prospect. I am dragging my heels as I go to the airport and hate that I feel like this. I should be more appreciative however this is a really daunting challenge as it is just so far from home, family and the support network I have. I have never felt more on my own.

But Australia I am coming for you. I am sure we will have an interesting ride.

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